Wednesday, January 1, 2014

2014.

So it comes to an end, another year: 2013.
I would probably have to dub this year as one of the depressing low moments in my life seeing as how most of my posts were either depressing or just plain sad. I don't deny it nor am i to deny that there were as much happy moments during the course of 2013. I supposed i could describe it as 'bittersweet' but i am aware that the sweetness overwhelms in so many ways despite it all.

Anywho,
Let's do a recap shall we?
Achievements/memorable events of 2013 none in particular order:

- I finally finished my final year project and graduated.
- Freelancing.
- Improvements!
- A whole year of soul-searching wtf.
- Strengthened my relationships with the people i care most.
- Slowly worked through my worst depression so far.
- Learned how to cook and surprised self with the dishes cooked!
- Gotten used to living on my own/independently
- Learned my ways through public transport going here and there
- Conquered my fear of driving
- Became a much more different person with a better mindset/needs life-wise
- Gotten in touch with my personal self-evaluating side, reflected.
- Connected with more peers outside of social media
- Tried a more variety of cafes and dining places

Not quite the eventful year but i've been left to my own thoughts.
I'll have to ponder through the fact that although you are a changing person, it is apparent that the personal views others have of you are often the outdated version of yourself; often not the same as your current self. What others remember is a past that you have probably left bit by bit as change is gradually achieved through time and patience.
The only way to surpass that outdated persona of the person you thought would be is the act of letting go as well as forgiveness as everybody changes in different ways.

It's a funny thought though. To think that in a way or another, we choose to be stuck in a certain time period regarding people and other things often forgetting that change is inevitable. I suppose at the same time, it's not entirely a bad thing as nostalgia is often there to teach and remind you of those silly things you used to do.

Still, i wish to maintain a strong positive outlook and a learning experience from this year.

Might re-edit this post with pictures later on.

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